Friday, 12 April 2013 | 00:55 | 0 Loves




Have not been sleeping well since the first day of April. Yes, I lost my work since the first day too! I even worsen the relationships with the ex-superior. I have not thought of all these to happen. 

A call received from the ex-colleague each and every day since I left the company really made my days! At the same time, they made me struggling whether to stay or to leave. Even my dad advised me not to give up easily. After a week of struggling, I returned with courage from everyone. But things turned out the other way round, which hurts me more. I am pissed, I am mad, I cried so hard, I shouted so loud, and I left. I know I don't deserve all these shit! 

On the other hand, I am so touched with the actions from the people around. I received calls and texts from the bff, the ex-colleagues, and not forgetting the family showing their supports. I never expect to get all these from them, seriously never. In return to them, I will do my very best no matter in which field, to make them proud of me.



xoxo






loves me


Rachael